Completely Whelmed
Wow hey it's Ben, just thought I'd make an art blog so that people didn't have to sit around and see me ramble about things and can just look at my stuff. lol okay so
30 day otp challenge - holding hands
i couldn’t pick
Commission ffor Tangi
of hers and nebulousmistress’ rp
Pariah Dark the Ghost King Boss of Everyone: im making myself sad
Pariah Dark the Ghost King Boss of Everyone: because danny is obviously
Pariah Dark the Ghost King Boss of Everyone: danny is
hes got that face that says “go away go away go AWAY please dear god get out I don’t need you please stop—”
I cannot handle being so close to you, anymore
I cannot—breathe— like this
Leave me alone
and vlad doesn’t understand
he knows vlad doesn’t understand, but when has vlad ever understood
he cannot afford to love or be loved, he cannot affore to breath heavily or dream about skin or hands or any of the stupid things that people in LOVE do
he can only— afford this
a quick meaningless fuck in the arms of a stranger
no attatchments
no surprises
no damned heart aching palpitations and daydreaming and smiles white and wide as the moon and clever quips and lovely eyes and bitter smokey hot mouths like tobacco and dark chocolate
he simply cannot afford it
Hubris: having a fuck with a stranger would be kinder
Vlad Masters: frick
Hubris: having a fuck with a known douche tho
Pariah Dark the Ghost King Boss of Everyone: exactly its even worse because he KNOWS elliot
he knows that elliot is not a kind man
elliot is a desperate man’s choice
a lonley man’s choice
im mad about drawing this cause it sucks and im dumb
hey this is from the livestream
doing another if you want to pop in
i wasn’t sure how to do the bubbles
and god that fucking tile
from the livestream :>
still doing another so if you’re interested come join us
vlad’s nervous it’s his first time but danny is really eager
